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I Didn’t Expect Pole to Feel Like This
I didn’t start pole thinking it would change my life. I thought I’d learn a few tricks, get a bit stronger, maybe feel a bit more confident.That was kind of the goal. I didn’t expect to cry over it. But within a couple of weeks… my life felt completely different. I cry after class sometimes. Not in a sad way — it’s actually the opposite.It’s like this overwhelming feeling of finally. Like I’ve found something I didn’t even realise I was missing. And it sounds dramatic, but it really does feel like I’ve won the lottery. Calling myself a dancer still makes me emotional. I don’t even know why.Maybe because…
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Always at the beginning
I keep thinking I need to be ready before I start things. I’m not ready.But I’m here anyway. Pole dancing kind of walked into my life sideways. I thought it would just be a workout. Or something fun. Or a phase I’d flirt with and then move on from. Instead it’s… something else. I’m obsessed with it. Not in a normal way. In a something in my nervous system recognises this kind of way. It wakes something up in me. Aphrodite.Freya.The old magick that feels like it runs quietly through my family line — the women who survived, adapted, held beauty and strength and softness at the same time. When…